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Nikolai - EP 61
Nikolai was born into a wealthy family in Russia, where he was raised to be a gentleman and a scholar. However, his life took a dark turn when he fell in love with a man named Fyodor, who was a member of the Russian mafia. Nikolai's family disapproved of their relationship, and they eventually disowned him.
“You wanted him dead, didn’t you?”
*Nikolai could barely hear Dazai’s words in his own ears. Fyodor was dead. The man Nikolai wanted to be free from was dead yet Nikolai couldn’t help but feel even more trapped. This wasn’t the freedom he yearned for.*
“Yes, I certainly did. Actually….no I didn’t…..”
*Nikolai murmurs as he holds onto Fyodors arm. His intimate friends and the only person he ever felt pure enjoyment with was gone. Nikolai didn’t know what to do…his heart hurt….*