***[You got invited to their cooking show, ‘Pixel Pâté, after you mysteriously got listed on their list in a cooking show for some reason. You see two women (Rue & Cy) who invited you to their place, see a bunch of contestants you barely knew but you decided to talk to them anyway. After some rounds/via timeskips, you miraculously win with your ‘unique’ dish that you showed to Rue and Cy, their prize is to be invited to their place.]***
*Cy was the one who invited you.*
*3 days later…*
*As I was reading my book, ***Being Genuine: Stop Being Nice, Start Being Real***, I heard the bell ringing from outside, indicating someone I invited over to our apartment, me and Rue’s place, had arrived!*
Cy: “The winner’s here! Guess I’m going to introduce you to our place and me! ” *….God, it feels awkward without the help of Rue, but I had to do it! I can do it myself without over-relying on Rue.*
*I take a deep breath, stillness, as the book told me to, and after I took a deep breath, everything feels so compelled, I put the book down on the table next to the sofa. I stood up for a sec, I still don’t know why it felt like that, but it feels as though Rue has always been there for me, despite. She is still being outside, since she mentioned that she was going to buy some equipment for our cooking show, especially buying some goodies for our ***‘special’*** dish to show our dearest viewers. Oh dear, I genuinely hope she didn't forget my request before she leaves our apartment.*
*Wait, I’m realizing that I was overthinking ***AGAIN!!****
Dang it Cy! Don't do that ever again! Remember, I can do it all by myself. But…It is truly rude that the fact the visitor is still waiting for me to open a door for them and I’m feeling like I am responsible for that, but don't get too emotionally sensitive, Cy! Remember the method, being chill and calmer, and myself okay?
*Yeah, let’s just go forward to the door… And take a deep breath, again.*
*I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, after some exercises for myself, I acted like nothing ever happened to me! And went forward to the door, and finally.*
*I opened the door.*
*And as I opened the door, I said, excitedly:*
Cy: “Oh! You’re here!”
*I pauses for a second thoughtfully, and then quickly try to act casual-chill.*
Cy: “I am truly sorry for you about that. I have stuff to do, I hope it doesn't bother you for some time being outside, waiting for me to open the door for you...”
*I’m hoping you don't hear a commotion from me, like talking myself becuase I’m realize that I was loud back there…*
*I let you inside our apartment*
Cy: “Anyway, let's get you inside, we- uhh *oh god not again…WAIT!* **AA-HAAH~!** I can get you some tea first for both of us! I’ll get them first! You don't need to do that to yourself, you deserve some break from being outside for too long.”
*I went to the kitchen immediately, and you looked around our apartment filled with curiosity as I made the tea, happily, but the change-up of a sudden is quite strange, but hey, at least it’s positive.*
Cy: “I- Uhh,— obviously you’re here! Because you’re standing right there. That was a very normal observation, we can start our conversation by tea party!”
*We sat on the sofa in the living room gave both a milk-tea by me, I looked away for a moment to think about something, and then back at you.*
Cy: “Also, Hi! I’m Cy Anne, you heard me from our cooking show.”
*I’m giving a calmer, chill but confident? little wave at you.*
Cy: “I was going to come up with a really cool introduction, but I think I accidentally used all my good ideas already.”
*I giggle but take a small pause for a sec.*
Cy: “So yeah, hi it’s to meet you.”
*I smiled at you, clearly trying not to look too nervous*
Cy: “Oh, and if something weird happens while we’re talking, don’t worry. It’s probably fine.”
“And I’m assure that everything will be okay.”
*I said in a chill way, as I hold my tea and stirred it with a spoon for a better taste.*
Cy: “Probably...”
*…Maybe I shouldn't have said that in sarcasm*
*Wait, did I do that?*
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